Blogging Limbo and Wedding Dress Fun

Since I am not doing medical treatment anymore to help us conceive or not currently in the process of adoption or fostercare I am finding myself in this limbo state. Am I part of the IF blogging community? Do people still care what I have to say if they are not going on the medical roller coaster ride with me anymore? Will people still read knowing that there probably won't be a pregnancy announcement from this blog or possibly not even an adoption/birth announcement? 

I have also just been at a loss for what to say. There are some topics that I want to write about that I think are relevant to IF but some are not. I have about 8 posts that are drafts right now, some are mostly finished and some only have a paragraph or so, there are some posts that are from back in June of last year. I feel like I just need to hunker down and write them, edit them and post them soon! Some of the titles or subjects are "Conversations with a Gay Catholic", book reviews, "Why I Don't Like Young Adult Ministry", peace, discernment, fear and married life, adoption, foster care, difficult conversations about IF, being a practitioner, support group ministry and motherhood. Not to mention the recipes I want to post! I guess I will get to these eventually but I know I have been feeling a little weird on what my place is here which makes sense as I am discerning what my place is with regards to motherhood and parenting. 

Anywho on a totally different note, JJ has been working nights and which has been tough on our schedule, especially our sleep schedule. I have been staying up much later than usual and watching Say Yes to the Dress on net.flix. I have to say I am pretty obsessed with this show because of all the pretty wedding dresses. It kind of makes me want to have a wedding again just to choose the dress not for all the other details. I do not miss planning my wedding because there was way too many details about things that I didn't really care about. I was getting so enthralled with the show I was thinking I chose the wrong wedding dress but then I did this...

I rememberd that I chose the perfect dress for me, I love my dress! It was fun to try it on again, I am so glad it fit I was afraid it might not. It was actually a little loose from what I remember it being. I had to have my boots on because I had my boots on when I tried on wedding dresses 6.5 years ago so I thought it only proper. The one thing I would do different about my wedding is to wear my boots under my dress, I let people around me *cough* my mother *cough* talk me out of it. I much prefer my boots over the ballerina flats I wore!